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How I Fell

by Elliot Moss

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1.
Altitude 03:31
Streetlights are going out all over town And I might know why My feet are picking up off the ground The way I recognize My hometown flickering underneath my shoes All the height in the world And I’m sick from the altitude And I’ll be floating for the whole damn night I’ll be floating for the whole damn night Something’s in the corner of my eye But I couldn’t turn my head an inch To save my life They left their cars running right on the road With the keys inside The same Twilight Zone episode I’ve got it memorized The view from twenty-thousand feet Is looking bleak And my hometown’s black and white Like the mountain peaks And I’ll be floating for the whole damn night I’ll be floating for the whole damn night Something’s in the corner of my eye But I couldn’t turn my head an inch To save my life When I fall I don’t remember anything at all But something’s in the corner of my eye Staring all the time There no matter what I try Don’t look down, don’t look down (I know you wanted, you wanted, you wanted to) Don’t look down, don’t look down I know you wanted, I know you wanted to Don’t look down, don’t look down (I know you wanted, you wanted, you wanted to) Don’t look down, don’t look down (I know you wanted, you wanted, you wanted to) It goes away, it goes away If you want, if you want, if you want it to But you smile, and you stay Cause you wanted, you wanted, you wanted Streetlights are going out all over town And I don’t know why My feet are picking up off the ground And I’ll be floating for the whole damn night I’ll be floating for the whole damn night Something’s in the corner of my eye But I couldn’t turn my head an inch To save my life When I fall I don’t remember anything at all But something’s in the corner of my eye Staring all the time There no matter what I try
2.
Lazy 03:29
If I sit by the river Maybe the answer will come to me in a vision So I’ll close my eyes on the train And daydream a new life by myself in Berlin And if I knew, if I knew That everything I did would matter so fast I would do it all the same Cause I’ll never grow up, but I’m losing my hair And it doesn’t matter if I’m going nowhere If I stand this way maybe I can make myself look thinner If we call quit the game, everyone’ll feel like a winner And I’m holding your hand even though it’s going ice cold Cause I’m lazy and I know What happens if I let it go And if I wait by the river Maybe it’s sound will numb my aching nerves like a drug Cause I’ll never grow up, but I’m losing all my hair Repeating to myself that this time I’ve run out of air And if I knew, if I knew That everything I did would matter so fast Maybe I’d’ve pushed up on the glass Cause I’m losing but mind But I don’t t think I care My river flows, but it’s going nowhere If I stand this way maybe I can make myself look thinner If we call quit the game, everyone’ll feel like a winner And I’m holding your hand even though it’s going ice cold Cause I’m lazy and I know What happens if I let it go If I stand up straight maybe I can make myself feel better If I don’t move today, I can just blame it on the weather Cause you’re holding my hand even though I wanna let go Cause I’m lazy and I know where my river really flows
3.
Hearts Lose 03:26
This driveway runs for Miles and miles And no-one can find your door With the windows closed The walls always feel warm Cause safe inside You’re on fire Let me feel it one last time I don’t know where Where it all went But it doesn’t matter It doesn’t matter And we’d stay inside all night Without saying a word We’d play a stupid game Where heads win And hearts lose Now I’m driving home And the sad part’s coming And everything else is a blur Everything else is a blur to me now I’m driving home And the sad part’s coming Everything else is a blur Now everything else is a blur I don’t know where Where it all went But it doesn’t matter It doesn’t matter You’re in sharp focus And everything else is a blur Everything else kinda hurts You’re in sharp focus And everything else is a blur Everything else kinda hurts But I keep coming back for more You’re in sharp focus And everything else is a blur Everything else kinda hurts But I keep coming back for more You’re in sharp focus And everything else is a blur Everything else kinda hurts Cause everything else isn’t her
4.
Magic 04:13
I can’t even look So don’t look at me As I fall into focus Was that even me? Can you hear the ringing? All you wanted Was a taste of magic But you forgot What happens when you have it I can’t help but stare At myself over there Tearing apart my old bedroom Do I even care? Can you hear the ringing? I don’t know where it’s Where it’s coming from But it’s hurting my head Yeah it’s hurting my head Yeah it’s hurting my head All you wanted Was a taste of magic But you forgot What happens when you have it All you wanted Was a taste of magic But you forgot The way it makes you get sick How many hands Hung out the window Of a stranger’s car Torn apart How long can you go With the ringing sound Getting loud in your head? Yeah it’s hurting your head And it’s all in your head Yeah it’s all in your head Yeah it’s all in your head Yeah it’s all in your head Yeah it’s all in your head Yeah it’s all in your head Yeah it’s all in your head Yeah it’s all in your All you wanted Was a taste of magic But you forgot What happens when you have it All you wanted Was a taste of magic But you forgot The way it makes you get sick Now It’s all in your head Yeah it’s all in your head Yeah it’s all in your head Yeah it’s all in your head Yeah it’s all in your Yeah it’s all in your head Yeah it’s all in your head Yeah it’s all in your head Yeah it’s all in your head
5.
Everglades 04:30
Don’t trick my heart With your empty desires I got so little time Always under the wire Even daydreams Have become a routine Well I never thought I could’ve felt so seen How could words so sweet Ever sound so mean? Now I’m a side note In an old magazine I don’t want To spend all of my time Thinking ‘bout you Thinking ‘bout the Everglades The beautiful mistakes we’d make Forget what’s real Chasin’ the way it used to feel Like middle school holidays Nothing good ever stays Don’t hurt my heart From over there on your bed I got so little sleep And now you’re inside my head And my daydreams They’re here to stay I never thought I’d Still be playing this scene Rephrasing my lines Through a time machine I’m an old silent film On an empty screen I don’t want To spend all of my time Thinking ‘bout you Thinking ‘bout the Everglades The beautiful mistakes we’d make Forget what’s real Chasin’ the way it used to feel Like middle school holidays Nothing good ever stays You shoulda said something Cause now we’ve got nothing Now we’ve got nothing Chasin’ the say it used feel Like middle school holidays Nothing good ever stays We kick and scream Till it’s all back how it used to be Like middle school holidays I wanna hide inside of yesterday
6.
If a meteorite hit Earth tonight Well that’d be okay If we were all lost in an age of ice That’d be just fine If I dozed off And drove across the double lines I think somehow I’d be alright ‘Cause I know you Don’t wanna love me Like I love you ‘Cause I know you Don’t wanna love me Like I love you If my heart didn’t ache with every beat Well that’d be so nice I could smile as I fall asleep To dream a lonely paradise Two perfect halves Don’t always end up whole So I drive the icy road on cruise control 'Cause I know you Don’t wanna love me Like I love you ‘Cause I know you Can’t love me Like I love you
7.
How I Fell 04:26
I don’t wanna tell you how I fell Cause then you’re gonna think it’s your fault But I’m scattered all over the room Hanging in the air like aerosol If I peel back my body To show you my bones Would it make you believe me? My heart cleansed with cheap alcohol ‘Cause I think I know it somehow Somehow deep down A supernatural motion Is pushin’ me around I think I worked it all out But there’s no-one to blame What I’m sayin’s up until now You’ve had no skin in our game What I’m sayin’s up until now You’ve had no skin in our game I don’t wanna tell you how I fell One foot at a time Into a bedroom like quicksand Pillows up to my waistline So if I peel back my body Would you hold onto your stones? And would it make you believe me? Or do I climb out alone? ‘Cause I think I know it somehow Somehow deep down A supernatural motion Is pushin’ me around I think I worked it all out But there’s no-one to blame What I’m sayin’s up until now You’ve had no skin in our game What I’m sayin’s up until now I’ve hid your skin from our game I don’t wanna tell you how I fell Cause then you’re gonna think it’s your fault But I’m scattered all over the room Hanging in the air like aerosol
8.
For Keeps 04:17
Don’t waste all your minutes in the sun With your head resting on it’s pillows What were you thinking? What are you thinking today? I don’t even know if I could stand If I felt your heart As you do Paper melts under your pen Still trying to write an end No amount of common sense Can turn fear into your friend But you’re not one to talk And it’s so hard to see If your head is playing for keeps I don’t even know where I would start If I fought so hard Trapped every night In the back of my eyes Glarin’ at the future You’re goin’ through hell All ghost and no shell And all your fears are singing together now All your fears are singing together now But you’re not one to change The same dream stuck on repeat God I hope you’re playing for keeps What’s it matter anyway If you’re held by the throat until you stay? Stuck in the back of your eyes Spinning clockwise Cut all your ties What does it matter anyway? What’s it matter anyway If every second feels the same? Cut all your ties Throw out the dice Claw out your eyes What does it matter anyway? All ghost and no shell Spinning ‘round in your prison cell Your fears are singing Louder now You’re so damn used to the fucking sound But you’re playin’ for keeps You’re playin for keeps You’ll never sleep While your half-heart beats You’re playin for keeps You’re playin for keeps Accepting defeat You’re playin for keeps You’re playin for keeps
9.
I'll Drive 03:27
Well don’t walk home I’ll drive Put down your phone I wanna see your eyes Fill the car Up with words But what you’re thinkin’ You’d never say I wanted to I wanted to love you I wanted to But everything got in the way I wanted to Build a world out of you I wanted to But nothing I love ever stays Well don’t walk home It’s almost midnight I can tell you’re angry But I don’t wanna fight We can drive in silence In a highway trance And dream our separate plans In advance I wanted to I wanted to love you I wanted to But everything got in the way I wanted to Build a world out of you I wanted to But nothing I love ever stays If you walk home That’s alright Don’t pick up your phone Crystallize You’d grow up fast On your own highway But what you’re thinkin’ You’ll never say I’m holding my head In my hands Thinkin’ where the hell did I go wrong? I’m holding my head In my hands Thinkin’ where the hell did I go wrong? Watchin’ my world Turn into sand Like it had been planning along I’m holding my head ‘Till it shakes ‘Till I can change Or ‘till it breaks ‘Cause I want it to
10.
All the nights you were up until five Watchin’ your whole world in black and white You’re goin’ down, down, down all the time You’re goin’ down with a fight All the times you were too polite Pullin’ a face ‘till it hurt you to smile Took you in from the wild A flower child in broad daylight You’ll go down with a fight You’ll go down with a fight Keep you up every night ‘Till you go out of your mind You’ll go down with a fight You’ll go down with a fight You’ll go down with a fight ‘Till you’re all out of time ‘Till you’re down to the wire And you think it was right All the nights that you picked up the phone When I thought I was up alone And now it’s all I know It’s all I know I’d have to burn off every touch Torch my memories and bury the dust Loathe over lust Or learn how to give up You’ll go down with a fight You’ll go down with a fight Keep you up every night ‘Till you go out of your mind You’ll go down with a fight You’ll go down with a fight You’ll go down with a fight ‘Till you’re all out of time ‘Till you’re down to the wire And you think it was right It has to be right The sensation’s lost A thickening semigloss It’s out of my control Sharply doubled-crossed Stamped gold and embossed Everyone’s gone cold All the stories that held me up Stare at my hands And play with the dust Gold plate on top of rust All the times you were too polite Holding a face ‘till it hurt you to smile Now I know your style And a lie means a fight The sensation’s lost A thickening semigloss It’s out of my control Sharply doubled-crossed Stamped gold and embossed Everyone’s gone cold
11.
Gotta feeling I won’t have enough time Locking my eyes Into next year’s light Heard every word But never saw the signs Now everything I believe Is takin’ me for a ride And I hope For something I won’t ever have A love without a road One that stays right on the tracks Whoa But a change is coming Yeah a change is coming Yeah a change is coming I can feel a change is coming Yeah a change is coming And I can’t hide from it Stare at the ceiling Until I see the sky And fill up my eyes With next year’s light Somehow this silence Shouldn’t be so quiet While everything believe Fades away before my eyes ‘Cause a change is coming Yeah a change is coming Yeah a change is coming I can feel a change is coming Yeah a change is coming And I can’t hide from it ‘Cause a change is coming Yeah a change is coming Yeah a change is coming I can feel a change is coming Yeah a change is coming And I can’t hide from it Gotta feeling I won’t have enough time Locking my eyes into next year’s light But this moment Is a different kind of bright A camera flash Never lasts But I’ve got it all in black and white Whoa But a change is coming Yeah a change is coming Yeah a change is coming I can feel a change is coming Yeah a change is coming And I can’t hide from it ‘Cause a change is coming Yeah a change is coming Yeah a change is coming I can feel a change is coming Yeah a change is coming And I can’t hide from it

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When it came time for his third album, Moss matched his limitless ingenuity with a newly heightened commitment to exacting emotional truth-a dynamic that soon led to his most fully realized offering yet, a nuanced meditation on how personal limitations both burden and define us. Rooted in his belief that “peace comes from feeling things sharply,” the result is a luminous body of work that invites both intense introspection and transformative catharsis.

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released February 16, 2024

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